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Since my Dr's appointment on Tuesday I've had a couple things done that have kept me busy, besides work. The day of my appointment I was sent in for an ultrasound, which they did an external and internal. The results of that prompted my primary care physician to order me an MRI and that was done just today, I got home about an hour ago. Everyone seems to be pushing getting things done quickly, which makes me think this cyst must be very large. I'm not too concerned about cancer, I honestly thought the dr ruled it out with the ultrasound but apparently not, since I was given contrast at my MRI today and that is to see cancer, so if he had cleared it through the ultrasound the contrast wouldn't have been necessary.

 

After the MRI was done I was told by the tech that she was going to mark the results urgent and that I should expect a call from either my PCP or the OB/Surgeon I'm being sent to.

 

Here's what I do know. A dermoid cyst grew inside my right ovary and I had it removed 10 years ago. a dermoid cyst is...

Dermoid cyst of the ovary : A bizarre tumor, usually benign, in the ovary that typically contains a diversity of tissues including hair, teeth, bone, thyroid, etc. A dermoid cyst develops from a totipotential germ cell (a primary oocyte) that is retained within the egg sac (ovary). Being totipotential, that cell can give rise to all orders of cells necessary to form mature tissues and often recognizable structures such as hair, bone and sebaceous (oily) material, neural tissue and teeth.

 

10 years ago when I had it removed they didn't know what they were going in for, we knew there was an issue because a laparoscopy was done and a mass was seen,but unidentifiable. The Dr said an exploratory laparotomy was necessary and he would find out what was going on in surgery. So I had the procedure and it turned out that he removed a large dermoid from inside my right ovary, stitched me up and sent me on my way. They worked to keep my ovary because I was 24, had just gotten married, and had no kids. We wanted kids and with the go ahead from my Dr, we started trying 3 months after the surgery and within 3 months I was pregnant. But I don't think the right ovary contributed to that, I don't believe it started working again for years after I had my son and quit breastfeeding, because after my periods started again they were 60 day cycles, but within the last couple years they have switched to sometimes shorter than 28 day cycles. This makes me think my right ovary is working again. But really none of that matters. I gave birth 9 years ago and I think both my ovaries work now.

 

So what is happening, that I can tell so far, is that the dermoid cyst is back. And apparently it has had 10 years to grow unchecked and is large, there is a very noticeable fist sized lump that protrudes and thats just what I can see. The ultrasound tech mentioned that the mass was definitely on my right side and I asked how could that be if all my pain is on my left? She said the growth is coming off of the right ovary and growing towards the left side, shoving all my organs over where they don't belong and squished together. It's no wonder I'm in constant discomfort and sometimes pain.

 

So here I sit, waiting for the call about to consult with someone about surgery. Here's what;s going on in my mind. If they are going to have to go back in to remove the cyst,and I've been married for 11 years and have a child,I feel like I'm done with the baby maker stuff and I want them to remove the right ovary. Just the right one though, because I've not had an issue with my left and if they take both I will either go through menopause at 35,or have to go on hormones, which is a risk in my family. My sister tried birth control and ended up with blood clots in her lungs. I'm also going to request they take my uterus. I'm a little more nervous that I'll have to really talk them into this one though, because it makes things more final. I could certainly still have children with only one ovary, but not without the uterus.

 

I just want it all over with.


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Just thought I'd stop by and see how things were going. I'm glad you have a little boy should you have to go down the road of removing your uterus, but you're still young and I can't imagine it's an easy decision to make. I can't offer any advice as I haven't been in your shoes but I really hope whatever happens you're okay with the outcome. 

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After doing very little to support you on the thread you made except tell a horror story I thought I better come and send you some good vibes.

Please update on how it goes, all the best.

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Hungry the horror stories don't scare me. The truth is the truth and we must know it all if we are to make well informed decisions.

2 hours ago, Rocker83 said:

Just thought I'd stop by and see how things were going. I'm glad you have a little boy should you have to go down the road of removing your uterus, but you're still young and I can't imagine it's an easy decision to make. I can't offer any advice as I haven't been in your shoes but I really hope whatever happens you're okay with the outcome. 

I don't mind the idea of not being able to have any more children. My husband,son, and I all have had health scares and turned out just fine. That definitely made us think twice about having more kids. If I changed my mind down the road, I'd adopt. I did enjoy being pregnant, but my mother had killed herself the year before and my PTSD just got the best of me. I feel like I'm a much healthier person (physically and mentally), and will remain that way for my family if I choose not to have more children. I had to make peace with the idea of not being able to have kids at all before the first surgery, now I have one and he's healthy and amazing. I'm content.

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