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I think this was a crush and I didn't even know it

Lookingformyself2014

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Okay, so when I was in high school I idolized my chorus teacher . 

She was funny, an awesome listener and I just loved being around her. I could talk to her about anything and I always wanted to be around her. I was one of her favorites always responsible, dependable and not a trouble Maker or disrespectful... I would stop in her room between classes for a hug and she was always open to it... She used to let me hang out in her room and I would eat my lunch in there and listen to orchestra rehearsal. She was  my favorite teacher and there were things I could talk to her about that i couldn't with my mom. I used to throw her birthday parties and I was always bringing her stuff and even the admin called me her sidekick and I was in good standing with them too...

When it was time for me to graduate,I hated the idea of it because I didn't want to leave her. Her class was my  haven and I also had a crush on her son. He was a sweet heart and everyone knew how I felt about him- course everyone had a crush on him and both he and his mom knew that. And also his girlfriend who is now his wife and mother of their ,2 children....


!looking back, I think I was crushing on both him and his mom without realizing it this could of been the time I realized I wasn't straight but didn't know what it was. 


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This sounds like it could have been either a crush or simply a mentoring relationship. Either way it sounds like she had a pretty positive influence in your life. :)

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On 10/5/2017 at 8:55 PM, ChemFem said:

This sounds like it could have been either a crush or simply a mentoring relationship. Either way it sounds like she had a pretty positive influence in your life. :)

She did:) I don't talk to her now, but there are times i think about her and as i told her in a post on Facebook, if it wasn't for her and her class, i wouldn't of made it through high school as i was being bullied all the time and i don't think i ever mentioned it to her when in high school...i spent most of my free time in her room either hanging out or eating my lunch in there...

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