Platinum Shy-Bi Girl
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    Finding friends, exploring my submission, learning about WW2 history- specifically the holocaust.
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    Sound of music, burlesque, the American pie series.

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  1. So there is someone I work with and she has brought me home a few times and for awhile there i thought she was crushing on me and then she added me on facebook and Instagram and i am thinking of deleting her because she has been on my mind a lot.. Anyway i should explain that it was because of this that i found out she is married and is a lesbian...And her wife is a substitute teacher at the school we both work at and i had no idea. Soo all the time this is going on, i keep thinking about her and it turned out that her and her wife were adopting and now her wife comes up to have lunch with her and brings the youngest kids with her and its just awkward as my day is starting when they are eating lunch and i do my thing and set up what i need to and try to play it off and yet its on my mind almost constantly after. I realized after posting another topic about this, that the reason it bugs me on some level when her wife is there is because i am attracted to her on some level and now i am wondering how to move on from this as i know there is no chance with her since she has a family and is married...soo how so you get over someone you know you can't have?
  2. Very true:) im really liking this
  3. I used to use the shybi forums on tapatalk but they no longer load on there...and so i an wondering if i should delete the app as i was only using it to read message boards easier...
  4. Well since posting this, nothing much has really changed...except me...i am more leery of the one who told me to watch out for other people because it's been in my experience that those are the ones you need to watch out for...i have a hard time trusting people who only talk to you when they want to know something and not really any other tone
  5. So here's an update...things are pretty much the same...although we don't talk we are friends on facebook and instagram although i am thinking of deleting her because we don't talk or anything and ill admit that some of it is jealousy on my part because it drives me nuts when her wife is up there ... The more i think about it, the more i realize that a small part of me way back was hoping she was interested in me and i guess on some level that part of me is there...and the ironic part is that i keep thinking of the last time she brought me home and how that was soo random and how that hasn't happened since.. Yet a small part of me keeps hoping a little when i am walking home...
  6. I'm looking for something resembling what sheldon and amy have on the big bang theory. What i mean is, I want someone I can have a deep friendship with first and we get to know each other and as we do, that grows into more than friendship and for us to have an understanding of each other and be comfortable with each other and very much in love and if we were both shy and awkward about it, that would be awesome too
  7. Thanks! Im just going to go in tomorrow and pretend i don't know nothing about whatever it is... Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  8. So yeah..one of my coworkers came up today and told me be careful of who i trust because you can't really trust anyone and she wouldn't tell me who said what. Well after that exchange, i started to get suspicious of her because the last time i had this happen, it came from the one who was warning me. Then one the other spanish speaking coworkers come in and after i wouldn't really engage with her, went on to chat with the others that i work with in spanish and helping them but not me. It doesn't help that our principal has been in the cafeteria with us during all lunches worrying about and trying to control behavior and interrupting the flow of the cafeteria... Can i get some advice? Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  9. Totally agree...i think this is it exactly Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  10. I definitely think there is some jealousy there on my end...i just didn't realize it but now that i do it makes sense Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  11. So i posted about a co-worker of mine who i thought liked me and was crushing on me and then i found out she is gay and married and her wife is a substitute teacher at my school and they have become foster parents to 3 kids. Well for the last few days her wife comes to have lunch with her and brings the kids who aren't school aged, which is fine and all, but she also lets them wander and that gets annoying. The thing is, i don't know why this drives me crazy. I don't know if its because they are obviously both out and comfortable with there sexuality etc. Can i get some advice? Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  12. Totally agree!! Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  13. She is that useless...i would say something and still might. But right now, im taking time to chill for a bit because last week was stressful and with our new sections, a lot of what i complained about is stopped because she's not around the girl she was picking up Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  14. The sections are part of the cafeteria and we each have 5 tables of students to watch over while they are eating lunch and clean after they leave. However, none of the teacher assistants have an assigned section yet, so until that happens, it's confusing.. Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk
  15. Well i wasted my time..all the way around...the dean never talked to the girls or nothing . people have said she is useless and now i see it first hand. The only thing she did was give us each a section which should of waited until everyone had a section and not just 3 of us... Sent from my LGMS631 using Tapatalk