myladylove

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  1. Things ain’t what they used to be.

    1. Ice

      Ice

      Hey there, what's up?
  2. You’re not receiving PM’s Celeste.

    1. celeste teal

      celeste teal

      Oh, I'm sorry myladylove  I'm maxed out...I'll clean some out 

    2. celeste teal

      celeste teal

      Please try again, I made some room :)

    3. myladylove
  3. In love
  4. I don’t use it but have encountered many people who do in the course of my life and have heard it said that sexually it “let’s the beast out”....
  5. Yeah the painful teenage crush, ouch been there, the one you never stood a chance with cos he could have his choice of women and you were hardly on his radar. But basically men are quite simple in their rejection of you whereas women are cruel and vile with it. They’ve been inside your mind as well as your body, they’ve read you and sussed out all your weaknesses and have stored them all up ready for the big rejection. When it comes you are in shock, what? you who declared undying love and devotion and swore never to hurt me, you really don’t want me any more? Why? No answer. Instead fights are picked, throwaway comments are blown out of proportion, suddenly in her eyes you are a ‘wrong un’ a manipulator, only with her out of desperation, not normal. Had these thoughts been in her mind all the time? Why now? Then comes the biggest blow of all, she has cheated on you, you are no longer needed but she wants to make you out the baddy. It was all a lie, fools fooling fools. You would think that women being more articulate that a truthful conversation might have eased the pain, but oh no, gotta make a big drama out of it. Not sure I am more to women than men, just more sensitive to the emotional pain they can cause you. Maybe if I had a positive experience with a woman I would feel different but the chances of that being pretty remote I find it hard to motivate myself to pursue one.
  6. Sometimes when I think of her, the way she treated me and the things she said about me I get angry and wanna slap her face. Other times I wanna hug her tight and break down sobbing. These are the crazy emotions left after an unresolved break up with a woman, even after many years.

  7. Sometimes it’s best if we just stick to what we know and if others are bored by this they can go do one. Don’t ask me what I am talking about cos this could apply to several issues in my life. Think I need to buy a good book.

     

  8. Cats were my first love and I think they will be my last.

  9. There are more questions than answers and the more I find out the less I know.

  10. I get it cos mine is remaining in my home town, cos like a soapstar you get typecast which lessons the opportunities for new and different experiences.
  11. I agree, chin up Kairi. ( Means keep going proudly).
  12. Can’t get used to losing you, no matter what I try to do, wanna spend my whole life through, loving you.

    1. JadeBleu15

      JadeBleu15

      Just seeing this one, leaving a hug right here

    2. myladylove

      myladylove

      Thanks Jade. :-) 

  13. Take back that sad word goodbye, bring back the joy to my life, don’t leave me here with these tears, come and kiss the pain away, I can’t forget the day you left, time is so unkind and life is so cruel without you here beside me.

    Un break my heart, say you’ll love me again, undo this hurt you caused.

     

  14. Yoga cancelled this week so enjoyed a morning swim.

  15. I’m having similar thoughts but it’s actually quite hard to achieve. We need appropriate others and that’s my stumbling block, also the fact that I am tea total and intend to stay that way.
  16. So, what have I learned in the last four years? Not to be harassed and bullied into getting into a box that just doesn’t feel comfortable to me right now and most likely never will. Also what nasty, gossiping two faced bullies a lot of people are.

  17. Also for those ladies who value home life, stability and security we now have same sex marraige. Can’t help thinking that this will influence women’s choices in the future.
  18. I feel extremely asexual these days, can’t be bothered with men or women romantically, sexually or emotionally, but do know that I can still be fired up by the right person. I’m lucky in that I can be content alone, I know many people need to put themselves and others in a box. They hate me cos there ain’t a box for me. I would have joined the asexual group by now but I wasn’t too sure why they wanted you to put your birthday in before you register. I could actually describe myself as bi ace. (Bisexual asexual). It seems that at each stage of my life I could have had a different label and fitted the criteria for poly straight bi pan. Wouldn’t wanna be any other way cos all these experiences were part of my growth and development.
  19. Some emotional connections just won’t go away no matter how hard you try.

  20. Just as well that, as far as I know, we live in different countries, we are unlikely to meet up. You might like to stop stalking me online though...

  21. Hi

    Hello LisaLynnie and welcome. Just thought I would say hi as I am also a widow of some six and a half years now. We differ though in that my experience with women occurred during my marraige many years ago now. I have found shy’s supportive and informative and a bit of a revelation really as when younger I really believed I was the only one struggling with such feelings when in reality many married women feel this way from time to time. Hope you find happiness in your new chapter.
  22. Sometimes loneliness and the rut we find ourselves in isn’t entirely our own fault when exacerbated by those with their own agendas who continually conspire against us.

  23. Remember that sometimes not getting what you want is a wonderful stroke of luck.

  24. It can be very difficult to see the light in a world where broken people put others down. If the truth and light is inside of you then speak life, love, and hope to everyone. Words can crush a spirit or heal a soul.