Curious15

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About Curious15

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  • Birthday 09/29/1990

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    Everything! It depends on my mood.
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    Arlington, TX
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    I love movies, music, sports, wine, nature, my family, and of course my son. I absolutely love the beach and love traveling. If you want to know more about me, feel free to ask.
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  1. My gf and I have been together for 6 months now. Ever since she and I have been together. I feel like the orientation that identify with is changing. It's to the point where I feel going through the process of coming out again, not only to myself, but to my husband and my family. It's almost to the point where I dont want him to touch me. I prefer her touch. I don't know if its NRE or the fact I'm truly gay. If I'm really gay then I feel like I'm living a lie. I feel trapped. Has anyone experienced this?
  2. Wow I haven't been on here in awhile. Time really does get away from me. Is it possible to pause my life right now so I can catch my breath?

    1. HappyFrenchie
    2. Curious15

      Curious15

      Lol :-D Oh how I am dreaming about a pause button haha

  3. Love love love your profile pic! ;)

  4. I do tell him everything because he is the person I go to about everything. It's going to be quite the adjustment to not tell him all about my emotional connection with a woman when the time comes. He will question me of course and I am not good at lying and/or keeping a straight face. Just by my facial expressions he can tell whether or not the answer is yes or no. It will be very difficult to keep this part of my life closed from him. I love him very much and I really do not want to hurt him. I admit, the last week or so I have been unintentionally pushing him aside. He really pointed that out to me last night. I really need to do my part and that is to give him my full attention when we are together. Again, thank you Happy for giving me great advice!
  5. He does love me very much. You provided me with great advice. Thank you! I know we will continue talking about it. I really need to work on giving him my full attention when we are with each other. Again, thank you very much!
  6. I feel so very loved right now instead of crushed! Thank you ladies for the love and support! You all have no idea how much this means to me!

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    2. Curious15

      Curious15

      Happy is that a sad face with mouth open? Lol

    3. HappyFrenchie

      HappyFrenchie

      Curious nooo I meant: :-D :-))))

    4. Curious15

      Curious15

      That's what I figured Lol :-D :)))) Hope you are doing better!

  7. Happy you hit the nail on the head! You really do give the best advice! Thank you! Today we fought again! He came home after work in a horrible mood. He was honestly acting like a child. I knew right away what it was about. Me texting a woman when he walked through the door. I guess I shouldn't text other woman when he is around? My mistake I guess. We had to go to the grocery store and the whole time we were there he ignored me. You can imagine what it was like in the car. Awkward! Then we got home and he was so frustrated about everything. After I put our son to bed the war had begun. Well he was yelling at me and I just stood there in silence because I did not know what to say and didn't want to make the situation worse. Anyways, long story short, he ended up admitting that he would never divorce me and that he just said it to scare me. Wow! He told me that I can have a relationship with a woman as long as he never meets her. That's fair enough, but he might tell me no tomorrow. Who knows. Again, thank you Happy for your advice and support! It really does mean more than you will ever know!
  8. Sounds like our husbands have the exact same mind set! He told me today that cheating is cheating while we fought again today! Then we calmed down and actually had a real and calm conversation. He said to me that it is okay if I have a relationship with a woman, but that he does not want to meet her and/or see us together. I honestly think this will change! There is more! He then said that it would be fine to bring her around only if we had a threesome, which I am not too sure about. This really is an emotional roller coaster as you know. Thanks for your advice and support! Hope things get better for you!
  9. I feel the exact same way! I completely understand! Hopefully it all works out for you too! Thank you! Hugs xxx
  10. Yep it does sound perfect! Sigh...men really do not understand. Hugs xxx
  11. Yep you are absolutely right! The woman I am talking to that I am connecting with is also married. We want the same thing, which makes it dangerous! Thank you for your advice! It means a lot!
  12. Thank you so much! You are right! Being open and honest is key and taking it slow! Also, he has made progress. You are definitely right about that one. I wish you the best of luck as well! What you are going through has to be very hard! Sending support your way!
  13. Thanks for sharing!! I fear STDs/ diseases as well! We have talked about this, but I think we need to talk about it more. Thank you for your advice! I definitely cannot suppress my feeling anymore! I am done with that! I will talk to him more and try to see what happens, but a part of me wants to just go behind his back. Ugh! Honestly, if he wanted to be with a man I would totally be fine with that. We will see what happens. Only time will tell. Thanks for your support! Hope all is well now!
  14. Wow! We are in a very similar situation! I do not want to split up my family either. It is very difficult when your husband is your best friend and you have a child together. You did give me very good advice. To not beat myself up about not exploring before I got married. I need to work on that! Also, we do talk about our feelings to each other, but we need to work on being less judgmental. I really appreciate your support! Also, thank you for sharing! It means a lot! Hope everything works out for you! Sending some support your way as well!
  15. Yea we have always been really open to each other about everything. This is what makes it more difficult for me because if I did go behind his back, I do not think I will be very good at that and he will find out. Then he would most likely divorce me. He is insecure, but I do not know how to help boost his confidence or reduce his insecurities. I feel like I am extremely open with him and I am always telling him that I would not leave him, but then again, if I meet "the woman" then I might unintentionally give her more attention than him. Wow this is so complicated! Thank you for your support and sharing! It means more than you know!