Storm9

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About Storm9

  • Rank
    Big Tease
  • Birthday 01/01/1986

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  • Music
    Most rock, acoustic, some pop, and Taylor Swift!
  • Location
    UK
  • Favourite TV Show
    Breaking bad, The Walking Dead, Game of Thrones, Impractical Jokers
  • Favourite Film
    The Labyrinth, Spirited Away, But I'm A Cheerleader, Borat

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  1. This past week has taught me there's nothing more attractive than a woman who knows what she wants and isn't afraid to be herself. I'm done with straight girls!

    1. Cute&Curious

      Cute&Curious

      this sounds like good progress :)

  2. That sneaky emotional involvement has crept up on me again. How to create some distance without hurting our friendship?

  3. I honestly don't know the answer, but I really feel for you and her. I would have thought time is the only thing that will make your feelings for each other grow less and less once you realise friends is the only thing that will work between you at the moment. I'm not even sure time can do that when you're spending so much time together. Maybe if you developed a new interest for another woman, this would help your feelings toward your friend? There's some similarities between what you're going through and what I'm experiencing, and once the feelings and connection are there between you, I don't think it will ever go. It's just a case of trying to manage the feelings. Me and the woman I like are spending so much time together, it's hard to think of anything but her at the moment, even though I KNOW nothing good will come of it if either of us give in to temptation again. It's a bit of a killer and can be so emotionally draining.
  4. I wish I could be around her without wanting her

    1. Cute&Curious
    2. Storm9

      Storm9

      Thanks, I could do with a hug

  5. @Cute&Curious That's a good question, and the answer is most probably no. If from this point on I was never able to do anything with a woman again, I would never be able to be happy. Which I guess means that I won't be happy in a monogamous hetro life. The problem is I don't know what IS going to make me happy. The thought of leaving my marriage, especially when there's nothing really wrong with it, terrifies me. I don't think I would be able to live with myself causing so much hurt and pain to my husband, plus I'd feel guilty for him wasting so much of his life with me. I guess I feel like I made my decision when I married him, and now I have to try and make the best of it.
  6. I've just watched this....and I don't think a movie has ever turned me on as much as this one! The story wasn't great, but the sex scenes more than make up for that.
  7. You're right, having acted on my desires in the last 6 months or so, it's only made everything more intense and unclear. Part of me thinks if I can just have a night with a woman, maybe it won't be as great as I think it'll be and I'll stop constantly thinking about it. If it is as great as I think it'll be, maybe it'll give me courage to face what I think I really want. I think deep down I know I'm bi, as I do really like my husband, although he seems to be the only one I like and am attracted to. I'm maybe 90 percent into women and 10 percent into men.
  8. I do love an American or Canadian accent. I also love European accents. I think I love all accents apart from my own!!
  9. I know exactly what you mean, to ache for it. Recently I feel it's literally all I think about. Up until now the feelings are always something I've been able to manage, but at the moment I feel like they're consuming me. I'm starting to think maybe it's not normal to feel this way as a bisexual person, or is it? Maybe I'm actually gay? I feel like im on the brink of telling my husband I dont think I can be happy with him anymore because of these constant thoughts. Then I think maybe if I just sleep with a woman, these feelings won't be so intense? So many what ifs.
  10. I always seem to try to push away the people that mean the most to me. Why?! :(

    1. bluebell

      bluebell

      I think it's in human nature

      anyway, sorry about that, I hope it's still possible to do something

  11. Oh awesome, I'll check it out!
  12. That game sounds amazing!! Shame I'm a console girl :/
  13. A few moments alone with her tonight and the sexual tension was so unbareable that I had to walk away. I wonder if she felt it too. 

  14. She is... smart, caring, intriguing, pretty, and has amazing eyes. I wish she knew how amazing she is. Most importantly she is....straight!
  15. Ohhhhh changes...