MysticArtist92

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MysticArtist92 last won the day on May 19 2017

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About MysticArtist92

  • Rank
    Getting Flirty
  • Birthday 03/05/1992

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  • Music
    T.A.T.U.
  • Location
    Missouri
  • Interests
    Figure skating, ,music, art, Karate, History, Movies, Cosplay, Anime, Photography,
  • Signature Fragrance
    Spearmint
  • Favourite Book
    Currently ........Cassandra Clares series
  • Favourite TV Show
    Currently ........too many to pick from
  • Favourite Film
    FAR too many to pick from

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  1. How do you get over hating how your body changed after having a baby?!

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    2. glittershark

      glittershark

      i struggle with so much! mine is almost seven and i'm still not completely confident. i gained so much weight before and even after her which led to my fitness journey (70lbs down! smallest i've ever been) and i still find it hard to look at myself and see success. i'll never have my 15 year old body back, just not in my genes. some days are better than others at times but for me, it's been difficult to love what i've been given.

    3. MysticArtist92

      MysticArtist92

      Sadly I haven't skated for about two years!!! I miss it!!!

    4. blueberry

      blueberry

      Ahh maybe when you've got the time. Even an hour,  skate away! I love skaters. All the more the figure skaters.  I dunno. Lol!

  2. I wish I could feel like how I crush or like looking at girls wasn't a bad thing!! I live in a home where its okay to be that! But still I hide it

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    2. MysticArtist92

      MysticArtist92

      I'm trying that. I have a very guilty conscience I always have if I was to make something really good for dinner I would feel guilty about it. I just ugh...I need to find a way to relax and destress 

    3. MysticArtist92

      MysticArtist92

      I'm in a home where I'm encouraged to be myself my hubby actually will ask me what it is that caught my attention with whatever picture or actress lol

    4. BenedettaC

      BenedettaC

      Ah, I see... Well then, yes, do try to find a way to relax and de-stress, but if you know that you have a natural tendency to feel guilty about pleasure, then perhaps you should try to have fun with that... (I was raised as a Catholic, so I had to get creative about guilt at an early age...ha, ha, ha...). Your husband sounds lovely - you're very fortunate compared to some of the women on this site. 

  3. Feeling stressed out right now! Omg! So glad to be home and letme tell you I hate the 6 hour drive with the baby!! Omg! Oh and I ended up not getting my first tattoo so I might never get one

  4. I'm just so down today everything my husband has done has been to make me happy and value myself and the more he tries to worse I feel its not his fault. My school won't let me graduate without taking all math classes over And so he told me to try and find a new degree that I really want..even art and painting has a math requirement. 

    We are broke right now because when he gets paid he pays as many bills as he can.

    I don't value myself so I don't feel like I can for things I need or want.

    On top of everything else Im a few days late and so Im terrified Im pregnant again and I. Still not sure I want a other kid!!!!

     

    Rant over sorry

    1. Vampire

      Vampire

      Hugs to you. Not much I can say but you will get through. Keep your chin up. Best of Luck. 

  5. I have purple hair!!
  6. The video on YouTube I love is by a guy who is supportive and made a music video about holding on until your safe. Boyinaband made the video spectrum! I'm not sure how to post a link with my tablet yet or I would post it.
  7. For Christmas my aunt will be taking me to get my first tattoo! Its will be the semicolon because it is my way of saying that I accept my emotional state and not denying it. Im nervous for sure but she is paying for it so I'm taking the jump! I'm also a bit nervous though about the stereotype of dyed hair and tattoos on moms.....anyone have any tips and encouragement!!
  8. I don't know why but I feel like I'm not allowed to have these desires since I'm a mom and wife ugh!!

    1. BenedettaC

      BenedettaC

      Of course you are allowed to have them! :)

    2. JadeBleu15

      JadeBleu15

      I agree. We cannot help how we feel.  I struggled to fight my feelings for a  very long time, I just finally decided to accept its part of me and although my life isn't peaches and cream ( or strawberries and cream lol) I am in a better state of mind for the most part.  Hope you find your balance.

    3. BenedettaC

      BenedettaC

      Repression can cause all sorts of problems, if not now, then later, so just try to be who and how you are. 

  9. Yay! My first tablet now I can do stuff easier with the baby and I can do my Private stuff like looking at pictures or shybi site!

  10. OMG! I got to sleep untill 9:45 this morning and the baby and hubby are still asleep!!  I had a great idea last night to give us more room and to help her like her crib and its working!!! I can't believe that didn't think of taking the crib putting it in the corner by the wall with one side off and the bed up against it!!! This works!!

  11. yeah I know that you can get pregnant during those silly times most girls think you can't, I find it funny when they say oh I will breast feed so I dont need bc......I just want to slap the stupidity out of them. I am very worried about a lot of things but when I was a teenager my mom realized I was depressed and my dad said I was lying and stuff and so if I did get to go to therapy they would find out..idk how I would handle that. I am just so frustrated with things ..I feel like I am always hiding things! I vow to let my daughter know she can be herself
  12. mainly I think the idea turns him off....we had an issue with them back when we were dating and it freaked him out.
  13. we have condoms but he hasnt used them once
  14. my main issue is the side affects and different kinds of birth control and I still breast feed. But I have decided it needs to be done
  15. so I have a question thats kind of weird. I breast feed my baby and she has given me a few hicky's and I thought that this spot on my breast was a hicky that she just spent more time on..but it hasnt gone away and I doubt she would get the exact same spot multiple times, but now its a bump its about the size of a dime and it is a bump it hurts if I mess with it. should I get it checked out or give it time? hubby thinks hicky but its been a few weeks.

    I figured with this site being all women odds are someone might have an idea!

    1. Veruca Salk

      Veruca Salk

      My first thought (and I'm not a medical doctor) is that is might be a blocked duct?  If it's a raised bump and it hurts I would definitely get it checked out!  

    2. MysticArtist92