Beaulieu1

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About Beaulieu1

  • Rank
    Orgasmic
  • Birthday February 20

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  • Music
    Dance/trance albums..right now..work by riri
  • Location
    ,England
  • Interests
    Anything outdoors,walking dogs in forest,playing golf,holidays,eating out,
    Tattoos,working out,gym,dancing..
  • Signature Fragrance
    Lover dose by diesel
  • Favourite Book
    Growing up,most definatly Forever by judy bloom,now any by Dean Knootz or Stephen king
  • Favourite TV Show
    Walking dead
  • Favourite Film
    Kill bill,pulp fiction,fifth element,Shawshank redemption,les mis,

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  1. Haha.. @kairi hello babes.... it does...it's super huge....to bite your lip and count to ten..and finally say what's been hanging on the end of your tongue for months....THIS ISNT ME..!!..to say my plush life, material things, no stress over money and comfortable living.......... this life I have led for 42 years ....isnt me!!...it's what is expected by others.... The path society took me down....yes i am happy.. but not fulfilled...i am married but lonely....please love me for who i am... This is me..AND I LOVE HER...!!! X X
  2. 18 months today people!!!!!..

    I love her I love her I love her.... x x:wub:

    @Mofgirl you are my sunshine...the one I crave...my yearn for you never dwindles...neither does my hard on..:whistle: hahaha....

    Miss you horrid.. beautiful but see you soon...

    I can't wait for the day i feel you again... x x

    All my love always.. ...C...

    X x x

     

    1. Ice

      Ice

      Daww. Happy 18 months you two! :)

    2. Beaulieu1

      Beaulieu1

      Thankyou @Ice...it's gone so quick..

      Seems like yesterday we said ..hey! For the first time x x

  3. Well ..well....well.....18 months today:air_kiss: and I love her as much as......nooooo!! A million times more than day one!...:wub2:

    Every second i wish you were in my arms...you make me the happiest girl alive...I bend when i think of you... x x

    Thankyou @Mofgirl for being mine...

    Everyday we move closer to our dream of being together.. x x

    I will come for you baby... I've seen it.. x x we will start living our visions soon.. x x

    Can't wait to meet mum..:wink: Eeeekkkkkk we are parent meeting!!!...

    Happy Anniversary princess... x x

    Love you muchly

     X x

     

     

     

  4. Hello my darlin!!...firstly big hugs and kisses to you.x x x..it's shit isnt it...I'm going through the same as you...maybe a bit further along....a massive cuddle well done for jumping into the abyss of the unknown future ...it's truly scary going from a comfortable life but not happy in yourself and then telling them your gay and you want to leave....or just you've had enough...it takes a whole load of courage...be proud x x firstly my love forget everyone else and what they think..they don't know the way you feel..the way you've been made to feel..or how you think.....are they the one living this life?....no.....you are the one...it will be you looking back on your life and smiling thankgod I did.....hopefully not wondering what if i had..... There is no race or rush to get things done or decided....your mind will change a thousand times about a thousand different things...but the overall point is youve done it.... x The pull to tell him was the strongest...you are brave...believe it... x We were all single once ..without partners cars and houses...and we did fine....we will start again and rebuild... It takes alot of guts to stop a life in its tracks and say no this is wrong ...I don't want this...22 years I was with him...and I told him ...I wanted her!!...marriage house,cars ,business, daughter...family and friends....all thrown up in the air....the ones who love you will listen and stay the ones who want to change it will try....and the ones that disappear...thankgod they have gone...who needs them.. x I'm afraid you have said you are 100%gay...so can there be any you and him? To keep you really truly happy..I understand you love him...but did he make you truly happy....could he....you left for a reason not mearly him....the sexuality..it can't be changed.....so your answer is there... I am always here to chat .. please feel free to pm if youd like to... Be strong..it's our lives not theirs...don't be one that looks back and wonders what if... x x
  5. Hahaha....ouchy..... x x...@Mofgirl
  6. Devastated.....that is all:cry:

    I love her so much!!!

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    2. NatashaYork

      NatashaYork

      I know exactly where you are coming from hun.

      Don't lose hope. It will all be worth the wait loveky.

      You'll both get there x

    3. Beaulieu1

      Beaulieu1

      Yeah i know it will be worth it...

      I'm just greedy...i want it all now..

      It is overpowering..all consuming when I'm with her..

      I never want to come home again.. x

      Rips me apart to leave her.. x x

    4. NatashaYork
  7. She feels my life with joy and happiness...

    Once again i am ripped apart as we are separated....

    Two weeks goes so quick....

    I love you my beauty... @Mofgirl

    I am heart broken. And devastated.......i live only for you and us...

    One day i will come.... and I'll never leave your side again....i sooo promise....i so want it...

    I think about you every second of every day...

    You are my future...my destiny....the other other half of me.....i want you to partner me till my last breath...

    Hold on tight....I'll be back soon princess....

    I love you..

    C ... x x x

  8. Hey you!!!..

    My .gorgeous princess.... x x

    My heart pounds.....

    My palms are clammy....

    My head is giddy....

    I can feel and smell you already... x x

    As the seconds and the minutes tick by my darlin...the closer and closer i creep....

    I'm hours away.....

    Hours away from us...our family ...our dream...our future....a snippet of how it will be......

    I'm addicted to you.....  i can't get enough...my yearn is ever increasing.....the pull towards you is uncontrollable .....x

    You drive me crazy...!!

    Baby im coming...!!!...

    See you tonight...

    Be ready to be kissed like never before... x x x

    X... C ...x

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

  9. I dont need or want anything else but her... @Mofgirl i love you x x

  10. 16 months Anniversary today sweet cheeks...and i love you more now than ever...  x x

    You are my everything...i can not be apart from you...

    11 days and I'll be back for 2 whole weeks...

    Hope you have a good holiday...it should be us.....it will be one day x x

    I love you like no other 

    Thankyou for choosing me.. x x

    Ill look after you... promise x x

    C x x

  11. Ohhhh...ummmm...hahaha....whoop whoop!!!... Again.. again....!!!!.. You make me gyrate just looking at you!!!... @Mofgirl Love of my life.. x x x
  12. I love you i do... x x:wub2:

    The love i have for you is overwhelmingly...like nothing ive ever known....to feel it back is overpowering...stunning....all i want... x  x

    When i think of us, i lose my breath and get that whooosshhh!!!!!. from head to foot.....(abit woozy in the foozy)..if you know what i mean...

    I know you're the one...known it for over a year now...

    We are perfect in everyway.....fit so completely...and we dont even try...

    I still wake with you my first thought... .close my eyes at bedtime kissing you goodnight...:lips:

    I cant wait for Us!.....to blow us wide open..and show everyone ive found her.... the love of my life... x x

    I will marry you....one day.....thats a promise...

    The sooner the better.....

    If you say yes...that is...:wink:

     X x

  13. Hey baby!!!....

    Just like to say..

    I bloody love you... x x:lips:

     

  14. Whaaa....15 months today...!!!

    She turns me on like no other ever has.....makes my heart skip..just the thought of her makes me whhhooossshhh.....from head to foot.. x x 

    To feel her on me...ohhh nothing is more beautiful....our skin was ment to touch....mine comes alive...

    Every minute of everyday she is in my head...

    To find someone so right is magical ..i didnt think she was out there...i now know i was wrong...

    We will be together...

    I promise x x

     

    1. Nidalaeh

      Nidalaeh

      Congrats for you two

  15. Happy 15th MONTH ANNIVERSARY  PRINCESS!!.....whoop whoop.... x x:lips:

    Love you long time!!!...:air_kiss:... x x

    You had enough yet...haha...

    You excite me more now than ever..!!...we just get stronger and stronger don't we.. x x

    I get to feel you....touch you.....smell you....taste you....!!!

    Rebound smiles.....and hold hands....ohhhhh...

    Come love me... x x x

    Love always.

    Knobber... x x x