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About Kleigh

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  1. Just wondering if anyone has updates from this thread? Did you take it further? I need some courage...
  2. I didn't know this was a thing! So much to learn. . .
  3. I don't have friends that turn me on that way. Which is why I am such a loss for how to deal with my feelings. As I think back, I remember reading (before internet access!) stories of women masturbating. I myself became aware of how to please myself around the age of 10 or 11, despite being raised in the heart of the Bible Belt in one of the world's most conservative and discussion-averse households. I vaguely remember getting drunk one night in my early 20s and trying to kiss a dear friend, who I had convinced myself was sending signals. That didn't happen, and I felt regret for many years. She is still a dear friend, and we have never spoken of that moment. This same friend took me to my first and only strip club, but that is another story. .. I fell into my marriage, and probably should have stopped it, but it how now been 10 years, and we feel too far into it.
  4. TBD - had you experimented with women before? Only in my fantasies have I even kissed a woman, and don't have the foggiest idea about what I would do with one in front of me. But - everything within me is telling me I must find out.
  5. I am at the point of becoming "anxious to fulfill it". But - I don't think I would knoe what to do if the situation presented itself! I did not experiment in College (though I was fairly loose with men in my 20s). Now - facing 40 - I can't control my desire.
  6. TBD, you are making me more ready to explore. . .
  7. This is my story, exactly. I spend a lot of time alone in hotel rooms, and would love to spice it up - but I would like for things to happen naturally. . . Do you have an update?
  8. Do you know of anything a bit more discreet? My husband and I share an iCloud account, and don't really want him looking into that. . . :0
  9. I can't imagine sharing this with my husband, I. Fear of jeopardizing our children. That is why I landed here. I feel like I need to determine if being with a woman is as good in person as it is in my mind before I confront anyone with my feelings.
  10. Ha! Glad I am not the only one, but hope that someone can clue us both in!
  11. I am in a difficult marriage, and feeling very stuck. I have had feelings for women since my early 20s (turn 40 in two months!), but I have never even kissed one! My husband an I have not had sex for nearly a year. I think exclusively of being with a woman during my "private time". I believe that I need to explore this pulsing desire to be with a woman, but have no idea how to go about that. I travel for work 2-3 times per month, and often find myself (as I am tonight), wanting to act on my desires. The problem? I have no idea how to meet someone. I welcome any ideas or comments from anyone! My deepest gratitude!
  12. Just reading this post is turning me on. The thought of a woman dictates my masturbation schedule--three times tonight.
  13. I am a married mother of twins. Never had a relationship with (or ever even kissed) a woman, but I can think of nothing else. I don't know where to start, but know that I need to explore this part of me. Anyone else in the sam boat?