Nidalaeh

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  1. I know I haven't been very social recently. I've kinda dropped off the world with everyone the past few months. Honestly, if I didn't live with one sister (and right now mother, since her house still isn't fixed) I would have had "surprise" visits by now. Even though we are in the same house, I've just been staying in the basement to myself. Anywho, just wanted to let the ladies who have been worried about me that I am alive and still kicking, just really anti-social recently. 

    1. blueberry

      blueberry

      Sending positivity to you.  :lol: 

    2. JazzyJess21

      JazzyJess21

      glad to see youre okay! ive been busy with work and focusing on myself lately but im still around to chat

    3. Ice

      Ice

      Hang in there my friend! Sending you a big virtual warm teddy hug! X

  2. Thunderstorms in the forecast for the next 5 days :(

  3. My niece got a bubble blower for her birthday, I'm going to have to steal that!

  4. Sigh.... I play WOW, the new expansion came out, told my family not to bother me. So yea, always being interrupted. First time in awhile finding something interesting and can't seem to play the game.

  5. Sitting here helping my niece with her 3rd grade homework. Oh how I miss the simpler days!

  6. Growing up, we always played board games (mostly in the winter). We played Pay Day mostly, but also Aggravation, Sorry, Clue, and Life are just a few. I can remember how my grandpa had to always get 2 cars because he would have tons of babies, LoL. Here is a picture of some of the board games I have. Also, any person I'm with will need to like playing board games.
  7. I hate when your watching a show /movie and someone is reading, they get interrupted and they just close the book! Seriously? Where is the bookmark? How in the hell are you going to remember what page you was on?

  8. I forced myself to get up today no matter how much my body / mind told me not to. 

  9. The kittens are doing good. 

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  10. I wish that some people could understand what it's like to be an introvert. Then maybe, just maybe, when I have a hard time wanting to go out anywhere, they will know the things they are saying is making things 10 times worse. I do NOT need to be told I'm irrational in my thinking, or I'm going to miss out on a good time. Don't you think I know I'm going to miss out on life and experiences? I don't need those comments. Or being told I'm a boring and un-fun person who likes to do nothing. My "nothing" is what grounds me. I need my nothing or I will go crazy. So please, just stop.
  11. I'm feeling like I'll never be good enough. Like I'll ruin everything I touch.
  12. If you ever find any exercises that works for this, please pass them along. This past month my cramps was so bad it was hard to get out of bed. Haven't been that bad in awhile and hope history isn't repeating.
  13. Sad day, one of the kittens died. 

    1. JadeBleu15

      JadeBleu15

      :cry: I’m sorry Girl

    2. Nidalaeh

      Nidalaeh

      The other 3 are all striped but very skinny, so worried. 

  14. So last night / early this morning this thing happened. Rae had more kittens and tonight she wouldn't leave me alone until I followed her to see them. She jumped on my bed and kept licking my hand until I got up. Me and this cat has a special bond that is for sure.20180804_232749.jpg

  15. Hello, how are you doing?

    1. Reena321

      Reena321

      Hi I am good .how about you

  16. Trying to eat healthy and going on FB does not flow well together. Especially when you are prone to emotionally eat!

  17. As long as the person loves me and I love them, I will marry them. Just because someone is bisexual doesn't mean they can't be faithful.
  18. I wish I could pause life and sleep forever. 

  19. I really hate these ups and downs I have. I wish I could just stay at a happy medium. Sometimes I wonder if I should go on anti-depressants but I hate to get hooked on them. I just tired of this roller coaster of emotions. It's very tiring.

  20. I'm sorry to hear you are having an awful time. I know from experience how some ladies on this site can make you feel like you are nothing. No one on here is worth you feeling like you are nothing. I almost left shy's recently because of a few ladies. They sent me some pretty awful private messages in that slack group, they had me questioning everything about myself (which is why I left). On here, I can at least block them from messaging me. I just wanted to say that don't let a few ladies ruin the good times you have on here. Hope everything will be okay with you.
  21. Sometimes working in customer service makes me hate the human race

    1. Reena321

      Reena321

      What happened . Is there any problem

    2. Nidalaeh

      Nidalaeh

      Just customer's yelling and complaining. They think if they start yelling, we will take money off of their bill. 

    3. Reena321

      Reena321

      Yeah I can understand that .. 

  22. He drives me crazy, but he does love to be near me. It's sweet when he "behaves". 

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  23. And as I'm bitching about my issues, as soon as I hit submit, my screen picture switches over to a beautiful sea turtle. I love this undersea theme.

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  24. I'm about to make this fucking cat an outside cat. Go get coffee, come back and my computer is frozen, unable to do anything. Restart takes forever. I don't know how to keep him off my computer/desk. Hell, I didn't even know he was inside until I came back down stairs with my coffee. /sigh.. Between Internet issues / sinus-migraine issues / and now a 4 legged creature, I'm sure I'm going to be in deep shit at work.