Kaisee39

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About Kaisee39

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  1. I don’t want him to leave because I really do love my husband and never imagined this happening. If you asked me if I would have done this last year I would have said that could never be me yet here i am. He’s a really traditional guy and wouldn’t understand. I don’t even really understand what I’m doing right now. My other problem is finding the time to spend with her. Since his shift changed it’s been near impossible to find time to be with her.
  2. I’m in my 40’s, married with children and met a woman earlier this year that I’m completely in love with. We connect on a level that different from the way I do with my husband. She’s compassionate, listens and loves to be loved. My husband is a great guy and while I love him, we’ve been through a lot these last few years and it’s created a distance between us. I never intended to cheat on my husband, I’m not really sure how or why it happened, but in many ways I’m happy it did. In July his work schedule changed from nights to days, making it incredibly difficult to carry on with my gf. This made me sad and caused me to act out against him because in many ways I resented his schedule interfering with her and I. After a few weeks of this he grew suspicious and started asking if I was having an affair with another man. I was mad that he accused me of this and denied it. It led to lots of yelling and crying. I couldn’t take it anymore and just sort of blurted out I’m in love with another woman. Then I panicked. He completely freaked out and I wasn’t sure what to do. I didn’t want to disappoint him and I didn’t want to end things this way so I told him I made it up. I wish I never said anything because now he won’t let it go. Every time I go out with my friends he questions me. He’s suspicious of everything I do and everywhere I go. I can’t talk to him about this, I don’t want him to know the truth and want to have both of them. This is what brought me here, I realized I’m bi. My gf is growing impatient because we don’t have nearly the alone time we had before. I don’t know what to do. I created such a mess and now I feel completely broken.
  3. Earlier this year I met her through a friend of a work friend. We were at a work event that I didn’t want to attend (I get anxious around lots of people) and was introduced to her. I noticed how beautiful she was and even more how well she carried herself before I even met her. When we met it seemed like she was staring at me to the point it made me self conscious like I had hummus on my face or something but I didn’t I checked ;). As the night went on I noticed when I glanced across the room that she was still looking at me and one point she caught me staring and smiled back. A few weeks later my friend invited me to her house to swim and to my surprise, SHE was invited too. It was just the three of us so it was a nice intimate setting to get to know each other. We talked for a while and my friend, recently divorced, brought up being with a woman because it would be easier than her ex. I laughed and shared a story about a girl I kissed. As the day went in we had a few drinks. I asked where I could change and she pointed to the bedroom. In the middle of getting dressed her friend walked in. I don’t think she knew I was topless. She apologized and said cute panties then she proceeded to take her top off. I was shocked but oddly turned on. Her breasts were so hot. When I finished changing I noticed it actually made me wet...sorry if tmi. I left cause hubby was coming home with the kids and all I could think about on my way home was how weird I felt by everything that just happened. Little did I know that encounter with her would lead to many more.All of this has me questioning a lot of things in my life. @BiTriMama @ChemFem thank you for the welcome;)
  4. I love this site. I’ve been quietly looking around and I’m almost ready to share my story. I’m married have children and had my world flipped upside down by a beautiful woman earlier this year.