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Punkbettie last won the day on February 17

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  1. Punkbettie


    Thank you @blueberry so much for the kind words. I am trying my best to move on. What's done is done.
  2. Punkbettie

    Goddamnit my heart hurts

    I know this feeling all too well. I'm going through the same thing. My ex and I no longer talk but she has someone new and I feel so broken now. I just don't know what to do anymore.
  3. Punkbettie

    Secrets are the best.

    There are woman that want that and would love to be in a 'relationship' like that but they are hard to find. I want this in my life. One day that time will come for you to have that as it will be mine as well.
  4. Punkbettie

    The best of both worlds

    @Anita Estrya Your love story gives me hope that one day it could happen to me. I thought I had this but in the end, it didnt work out.
  5. Punkbettie


    I'm trying to pick up the pieces of my heart now. Why did I love her in a way that would hurt me? It seems as though it hasn't done anything to her but annoy her to talk to me. I feel trapped in this feeling of lost. Why? She has found someone new. She seems happy again. I hope nothing but the best for her. She deserves to have happiness in her life.
  6. Punkbettie


    As it seems, I've gotten my heart broken again. Will it ever change for me? Will I ever find a lady to understand me? Why do love so deeply and in the end, get hurt even more? I feel like nothing. Like I'm not good enough for anyone anymore.
  7. Punkbettie

    Freddie's journey

    Love the article!
  8. Punkbettie

    The best of both worlds

    That is amazing. So happy for you!
  9. Punkbettie

    The best of both worlds

    Sorry if that was too personal. I'm just in awe that you are able to achieve this and not feel overwhelmed. Does she live close by?
  10. Punkbettie

    The best of both worlds

    How do you manage both relationships?
  11. :cry:

    1. blueberry


      A wise friend (straight) once told me that I may choose or not to,  to put a right perspective in every disagreements, quarrels or even mad fights ( never had this so far) in a relationship. Whatever disagreements or dramas happened, just think that after all that, the two of you would be okay again. 

    2. Punkbettie


      Thank you @blueberry

      I know this will pass. She is such an amazing person and I just can't lose her.

  12. Punkbettie


    When I have stress in my life, I try my best to make sure no one gets affected by it. I don't want anyone to feel how lost I can get by it or see me cry. It's my pain to deal with, my struggles I have to go through. My lost right now is unbearable for me. It's as though I lost a piece of me. You understand and got me. You didn't turn me away. You let me have my mood swings and let me come back. You fought with me to better me and make me realize I am enough. Enough for myself, for my family, for you. You never let me push you away because you know how special I am. Why can't you do the same? I am fighting for you......no matter what. I'm not going to lose you. You can't scare me away. I am giving you some space because i don't know what else to do. I don't want anything to change between us. You give me that hope still. And I'm hoping you come back.
  13. I was 2 months shy of 34. But I knew about 13 that I was into ladies as well, I just never said anything.
  14. Miss you so much!!

    1. Samantha267


      I miss you so much too!