Mabon

Platinum Shy-Bi Girl
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About Mabon

  • Rank
    Multi-Orgasmic
  • Birthday 03/23/1981

Profile Information

  • Music
    A wide range of music
  • Location
    Wiltshire. Uk
  • Interests
    swimming, camping, festivals, reading books, going for walks any where, spending time with my friends & family.
  • Signature Fragrance
    Noir
  • Favourite Book
    I love reading, here is a great site for cheaper books = www.bookpub.com
  • Favourite TV Show
    Arrow, Game of throwns, Lost girl, Vikings, The walking dead, NCIS and many more.

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  1. Ok I have been suffering from depression since about 13 years old. Most of the time I have it under control. These last 8 years have been hard, my dh has depression that requires medication and has had 4 bad episodes that has ment I have had to step up and sort everything out. The the ptsd started 4 years ago with depression. While my husband has been bad I have found it really had to cope with the depression of my own some days I get through really well. My husband is doing amazing and back in a job that he loves (was working somewhere he was just earning money) and he has light in his eyes again. Now he is better (I know it will never go away) than he has been in so many years I think all the depression that I have had to stop from coming through is now showing its ugly head. This last 2 months have been so hard. I have wonderful children and dh. I have an amazing job that is different every bank shift I do. I am so tired, tearful, distracted on doing things (not at work), my memory is shocking which is not good, not sleeping well enough and I can't stop feeling hungry. I think I might have to bite the bullet and go back to doctor, explain that it's getting worse (seen them before and did courses to try and help) and that I might need more input on what to do next. Or I could get an appointment to see works councler (I don't want to tell them) to see if they can help but it's not work related so I'm not sure if I want to. I don't know my brain is all muddled and I feel rubbish. I was washing the dishes and I started to cry, the phone went and it was a friend calling to speak to dh but all I heard was my 3 year old God daughter saying Auntie ****ty its you, were coming to your house soon and I want to show you ......... she told me all about the kinder egg cars she is collecting and loads of other things. She makes me smile. She took over the phone call dad didn't get to say much. She cheered me up. I should tell my dh about the depression but I'm worried that it might trigger his off. Time to try and sleep Night x
  2. Hi all, it's been a while since I  last used this. Hope you are well xx

  3. I'm happy, a lovely lady stayed up and chatted with me all night. I hope she sleeps well tonight. 

  4. Ok here goes I met this lady at a festival and we have been friends for two years now. She has also stayed at our home with others. Nothing has ever happened between us apart from the usual banter (Dh saying things like he normally does ) while sitting around the fire. I had just put snapchat on my phone as Ds1 was on it all the time. So I asked if I could add them, loads of banter between us all on a group chat This time she was down it seemed she was flirting a little bit. We carried on chatting in the group snapchat. I messaged her and we have been chatting about everything, sending silly photos. I even told her about me admitting to my niece that I'm bisexual. I thought she already new, she took it well. I am working nights from Friday so the night before I stay up till about 3 am then sleep in the day. She has offered to keep me company by phone for as long as she can stay awake. I am hoping that she would like something to happen between us and be more than friends . I needed to write it down as I don't want to say much to Dh yet. He is so supportive with everything and I will tell him before anything starts but I just need to know from her that she wants me. I hope it will happen but if it doesn't I still have an amazing friend forever. 10/09/17 update We had an amazing time at the festival, some nights we stayed up till 5am just talking. One night we got to go back to her tent and spend time alone ;D she made feel amazing. It's been two weeks and talk every day. She is the one for me. I am so happy that she chose me. I think I managed about two hours sleep every night and a few naps in the afternoon. Dh is amazing, he is the most supportive man and he has my heart. I love him more than words can say. Thank you for reading
  5. Hi Camilla, 

    How are you?  Just come to peek, I noticed we like some of the same music. Have a great day. 

     

  6. Hi Katie,

    Just peeking. How are you? 

    1. katiebear92

      katiebear92

      Hi thanks for the peek, I'm good, how are you doing? :)

  7. That is great news, I have not been able to attend any so far as I have been at work
  8. Hormones are driving me mad, I am sure this is why my mood keeps changing from happy to tearful. At 36yrs old I don't think it's the change, well I hope it's not. Dh is so supportive and has noticed the changes, my sexy drive is back, I'm more cuddly as he put it. I think I need to do other things other than family stuff and work. Like going out with friends or meeting up with other groups that have the same interests.
  9. Thank you for your comments xx
  10. I am gluten free and have been for about 3 years now. We make meals all gf and substitute where it's needed. We have loads of recipes, veg soup is easy and I made the hairy bikers carrot and sultana cake (Dh ate quite a bit of it, he doesn't like carrot cake or sultanas win win) from the hairy dieters book they brought out. I'll try and post a photo. Dh found in lidl 's today that they now do gf burgers, yesterday in Tesco we found their now selling Ipa £1.99 and old speckled hen £1.89. It will make Dh dad very happy. I have not got a favourite recipe but there are a few I will make again.
  11. I am looking forward to going to a music festival on Wednesday to Wednesday,  Loads of lovely people to work with, it looks like it will be great weather. I might have to sunbathe and try and get rid of my white legs lol they will not go brown 

    I wonder if any shybi's will be there or have been there before?  

    1. myladylove

      myladylove

      Sounds great. Nice profile piccy btw.

    2. Mabon

      Mabon

      Thank you myladylove 

  12. I am no good at Reading ladies lol I have had a work colleague be full on when we were out drinking but I think she is like that when she is drunk ok she was wasted (to many shots) I made sure she got home, lol she kept asking the same questions to the taxi driver. The funniest bit was some women walking past and then shouted nice Tits babe. One day I will work it out.
  13. I know many people who find colouring stressful, some like to knit, crochet, play in a band or walking in a wood. Everyone is different and life would be so boring if we were the same.
  14. I have the nurses one https://www.amazon.c...1ebL&ref=plSrch I have coloured two so far