So last week, I went to the doctor after telling her I didn't feel my depression wasn't getting any better. Like it was always getting better so I would come off the meds, then it would get worse so I went back on them until I was on the maximum dose and the horrible feelings started, the doctor would blame it on the meds and take me off them again.
The GP said it sounded like I had this but it usually needs a Psychiatrist to sign off the diagnosis and then explained there is no cure or treatment, so effectively a diagnosis would do no more than pigeonhole it.
After reading the symptoms I am surprised it didn't get picked up quicker, I have been displaying them since a teenager. Especially the abandonment one. There are days where it is so intense... I alienate everyone... especially my good friends and my gf
So I guess I am asking for a few things here
Do any of you have this too?
If so, what do you do to cope on bad days?
If not, do you know anyone who does? What do you do to support them?