willow_love

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About willow_love

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    Big Tease
  • Birthday 08/30/1988

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  • Music
    Ordinary Day by Vanessa Carlton
  • Location
    NJ
  • Interests
    Traveling, animals, music, Disney, drawing, reading, writing, language, love
  • Signature Fragrance
    Coconut
  • Favourite TV Show
    Buffy the Vampire Slayer

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  1. I was under the impression that it is impossible to meet a woman "organically' these days...at least as a woman on the feminine side who is looking for another feminine woman. This past Halloween, I ended up meeting a woman at a bar. I went bar hopping with a group of people and she was apart of that group. She's my husband's, friend's acquaintance. It was the first time we had met and we definitely had a connection. It seemed like she just knew that I wasn't straight. The night went from suttle hand brushing, to hand holding and at then end of the night, she hugged me for just a little to long and told me to message her on instagram. Unfortunately, things didnt work out. :( To make a long story short, she was looking for sex and I want something more meaningful. The whole situation made me really sad because I thought that I finally met someone, but I was wrong. On the flip side, it also made me feel like there is hope for me to meet someone organically instead of seeking out people online. I've found that meeting people online feels really forced and unnatural to me. I'm not saying its impossible, but I just haven't had any luck. I never "clicked" with anyone. So, I was wondering, does anyone have any stories of times where you met a woman organically? Preferably a situation thst blossomed into something more than just a fling. Maybe at a parent teacher conference? Maybe standing in line at a grocery store?
  2. "Human" by Christina Perri I can hold my breath I can bite my tongue I can stay awake for days If that’s what you want Be your number one I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part If that’s what you ask Give you all I am I can do it I can do it I can do it But I’m only human And I bleed when I fall down I’m only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I’m only human, yeah I can turn it on Be a good machine I can hold the weight of worlds If that’s what you need Be your everything I can do it I can do it I'll get through it But I’m only human And I bleed when I fall down I’m only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart 'Cause I’m only human, yeah I’m only human I’m only human Just a little human I can take so much Until I’ve had enough ‘Cause I’m only human And I bleed when I fall down I’m only human And I crash and I break down Your words in my head, knives in my heart You build me up and then I fall apart ‘Cause I’m only human, yeah
  3. Thanks for the tip! I'll definitely it out :-)
  4. Just watched "The Mummy"
  5. I love this way too much.
  6. So when I'm down about my lack of female companionship, I usually end up seeking out some sort of lovey dovey lesbian movie to help cheer me up. I have to admit..they don't help...but I enjoy them :-) I just wanted share a short film that I just watched on youtube and really enjoyed. It just felt really genuine from beginning to end. Hope you like it, too. If not...sorry!
  7. I've been trying my hardest to avoid spending money so that I can put as much money towards my student loans as possible. I'm finally in a position where I can do that, but it isn't easy. About an hour ago, I get into a car accident. Someone two cars ahead of me slammed on their brakes, causing a chain reaction. I was the lucky one who's car decided to slide into the SUV in front of me. The front of my car was smashed. Glass everywhere. The container that housed the antifreeze was destroyed leaking the liquid onto the hot engine, causing the car to smoke. Needless to say, it wasn't a pretty sight, but thankfully no one was hurt. So now, I have no car. The money that I tried to squeeze out of my paychecks in an attempt to pay a little extra on my loans is now going to go towards a car payment. My insurance is going to go up. I just can't help but wonder why. My commute home is 50 minutes. I was less than 10 minutes away. I was just looking into certifications to help with career advancement. Now, all of that is going on the back burner. I haven't even paid off my debt from the wedding. *sigh* I'm just so frustrated.
  8. Hey! I just saw your post where you mentioned that you used memise to learn Japanese. I'm learning Japanese, too! How long have you been studying?

    1. 1008

      1008

      こんにちは !

      I'm still learning harigana (very new to this!)

  9. Bum...definitely. However, it doesn't determine whether or not I like a woman.
  10. Had one drink too many for a work night and I'm feeling great. All I can think about is the fact that I would love to share my night with a beautiful woman who cares for me just as much as I care for her :-)

  11. Yay! I'm so glad that you're interested. Sorry about the whole lbs to kg thing. I completely forgot about it. You can feel free to post only in kg. I'm sure we all have access to google to do a quick conversion. There's really no structure to this. We're just here to support each other :-) I..love..chocolate..too! It's terrible. I would kill for some peanut M&Ms right about now! So how did everyone do today? I did pretty good with my eating. I just had some grilled chicken and a side of pineapples for dinner. I'm struggling to get myself to workout though...
  12. Current weight: 156lbs Target weight: 140lbs I want to get rid of the back fat and belly fat that somehow managed to creep up on me. I also want to keep the butt that I have by building my glutes. I want a nice sculpted back. Nothing beats a sexy back...okay that was weird, but I'm sure someone else agrees with me lol Overall, I just want to get in shape so that I can enjoy shopping again!
  13. Hi Everyone! So I have been trying to lose weight for a VERY LONG time. I'm not overweight, but I would love to lose about 15lbs of fat and gain some muscle. I've been trying desperately to find a local gym buddy to no avail. All of my friends want to lose weight, but none of them are dedicated. I figured that maybe I could benefit from an accountability partner and thought to myself that maybe I should just start a thread here. I was thinking that we could start off with an "intro" post to get the ball rolling. The post can invlude your starting weight as well as your goals. You can include pictures if you'd like. Then, on a daily basis, we "log" our accomplishments here in this thread. We should also log our bad moments. Let's be honest. Mistakes will happen, but I think that if we get it out in the open we can talk through the rough patches, we can get feedback and most of all we can get encouragement to keep going. How about we make the challenge a full 6 months? That way we'll be all set for the summer! I'm not sure if anyone will be interested, but I'll start it off with my intro post and hope that a few people join me.
  14. Because I was (kinda still am lol) in love with Willow from Buffy the Vampire Slayer.
  15. Oh no! I've followed your posts and was in love with your story. I'm sorry that it turned out this way. As others have mentioned above, I think space would be best. It's difficult to heal when the person who caused the damage is around you often.